But there's one thing that creeps me out... 'Don't waste your college life by just day-dreaming. Get up...and enjoy every moment. It won't ever come back like the school days wont.'
The last part still makes my heart contract and that's why I try to participate in every event I can as per my energy allows me after this whole lot of travelling and sleep deprivation. But everywhere, this one damn word keeps on chasing me - 'DILEMMA'.
The interviews for volunteers have started of our college fest SIESONS. We have different types of committees and each committee has an HOD with 15-20 volunteers. I'm finally done with two interviews and all of the interviewers wanted the same thing from each candidate -
Dedication; Commitment; & Honesty
And that little evil word in between from whom everyone is afraid of nowadays is beginning to eat my mind. I don't know if I am strong enough to commit whole of my energy towards working with new people in compensation with my studies and relaxation. And yes, I do agree that this is also the thing to which I nodded my head every time my favorite teacher mentioned that these type of situations will definitely chase you no matter how much you run away from them. Those days were so carefree that a big problem seemed to be a small one while the big one seemed small.
Now the times have changed, the smaller ones are big but the big ones have become monstrous and terrifying and there's something at stake at every milestone. Huh!
